Sunday, April 5, 2009
Hello dopple,
Maybe you guys might have already guessed it, that my previous post was an april fool's joke. it was a stale joke really as the next day my results came out bad and soggy. haha. which means an extra 6 months in poly or 3 extra modules for my 2.2 sem? i don't know how the system works but i have to retake it somehow or another.
I cant seem to find the interest and motivation needed to continue studying. "why should i continue doing the things i hate?", was what i always wonder. but my conscious unfolding the path of a routine and mundane job in future is always a dreadful thought. argh, back to square one.. T_T
Talking about conscious; what the frag is it? In my own definition i think that it is the "invisible buddy" and also the "voice inside your head" which keeps one sane and just. Its like when you have the urge to steal when suddenly there is a conflict between yourself and your inner buddy. Your buddy might lay out the consequences of stealing and prevent yourself from stealing.
Imagine going against your conscious for once. when this happens, your conscious might already have given up on you which makes you think the wrong you are doing is right and not left. Meaning that nothing is restraining you from committing the wrong. I mean, this is bad when you start to view every wrong as a right. Therefore, always look right and left. Wtf?
Okay this is a redundant post but ill publish it anyway. ^_^
"Me and myself"
Labels: publish post already liao lor
Signing off.. 4/05/2009 01:19:00 AM
