Saturday, March 14, 2009
Hello God,
i know you're reading this.
Please bless the soul of my friend's brother, Hafiz Bin Hamid who has recently left this world prematurely. I do not know him personally but i have seen him on various occasions and he is a nice person. Yesterday's burial proceeded smoothly, but on our part we are sorry to be late and also if we had caused you more problems Mr Mordant.
Life is so fragile, it takes little effort to squeeze the soul out of a human. Many people believe that before we pass on, we should enjoy ourselves to the fullest extent. Some people choose to party hard or become very important people in life to create memories and leave a good impression or legacy to the ones they left behind.
Ive read about a group of elderly woman who were battling cancer, and whom many can call "Grandma" trying to get into St James and were denied because they were too old. They then fought for their rights to party, but i dont know if they won or not. Maybe that's how they want to cherish their last moments on earth.
As a believer, i believe in the afterworld and a ticket to heaven is obtainable by following a complicated set of rules and practices. I wonder when my time comes, will i be ready to go or not. This is because i think my fate is currently tilting heavier on the scale of hell than heaven. @_@
Right after the burial procession, the car we were in met with a minor accident. My friend who was the driver was slapped with a $5,000 debt. I feel bad because i could have prevented it from happening, but i failed to do so. Hopefully you can have the strength to bear the burden.
And also my phone has been arrested by the Ministry of Home affairs. The bail meted out; getting excellent grades for my exams. But i failed 3 out of 4 of the papers and i haven't told them. So, i guess its time for me to go prepaid. -_- Adding on to that, my intention of getting a job has to be postponed due to the retest nextweek. I plan on locking myself at home during the night to study until its over. i hope to pass the second chance given. Damn me for not passing.. O_O
1 more thing, i apologize bareknuckleman for not attending your gig today due to unforeseen circumstances. T_T
& sorry for the gloomy post,
You sonamajoes.
Labels: death, life
Signing off.. 3/14/2009 05:04:00 PM
