Thursday, February 26, 2009
What an exciting 1st day of the holidays
Hey what the fcuk,
Since when has temasek polytechnic become a secondary school? Yesterday before my last paper, an anonymous person called my number. She didnt even have the courtesy to introduce herself and straight away started rambling.
I was like who and what the fcuk is this beach talking about and i had to ask her for her particulars. The tone of her voice pissed me off and it turns out that her name was some Mdm Tan whom i have never heard of and is supposedly my form teacher, since when the fcuk. Through my whole year in poly my form teacher has always been a Virginia Cheng. Impostor, i thought.
She spoke things that did not make sense, like "Ridhwan, your results have been very poor and not up to standard. You need to buck up" and guess what, she gave that helpful advice an hour before the commencement of my last paper. Beach, check the calender. And also "Your attendance has not been good, have you been skipping classes?", eh beach, you already say its not good still ask for fcuk??
And i still don't know who the fcuk is you!!That was okay, but the worst thing happened the next day just awhile ago. That beach called my father and talked about school. Nobody, and i mean
NOBODY talks about school with my parents. I don't know why the fcuk but school is more important to them than their children's aspirations and dreams.
Maybe some parents want us to achieve what they couldnt when they were younger. But isnt that narrow minded thinking? For some of you who got their parents support in whatever decision and reason, good for you. That is not my fate.
I mean i dont hate them or anything as they are the reason why i am here, but i just feel that sometimes they are the barriers to my happiness. My dream for now is to get out of this fcuking house asap and i promise i will not fcuking regret it if it comes true.
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Signing off.. 2/26/2009 06:44:00 PM
