Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Excuse me miss, i cant get to **** you
Hello girl,
I don't know if you're reading this, but i just want to say that i love you.
Or maybe i don't. What do you call an affectionate feeling for someone for years? (2 years i think lol). Too bad its one sided. & no Shafiq sec 3, its not Amy. _|_(^_^)_|_
For this post, i'll name her 'chicky'.
This might be the first time im confiding about this chicky. Too bad this piece of sh!t can't respond (this blog). The reason why i cant confess is simply because that chicky is my friend -_- Jeng jeng jeng, makkau.
Okay, i feel all gay right now typing all this slimey stuff. I dont want my keyboard to get all sticky and also tak macho sia post ni bende but ill try to endure.
Basically i dont want to jeopardize things now. Its cliche when relationships sour and so does your friendship. Nevertheless, from time to time, i think about this chicky. I will be contented just to watch chicky laugh from afar. *Pa-pa-kek!*
But painfully and gradually the feeling vanishes. Distracted by other fake chickys might be the main cause, hmm. However, when i see that chicky again my energy comes back to life like drinking tongkat Ali. Magical chicky girl. lol.
Affairs of the heart makes one all vulnerable and at the same time a pillar of strength. Its like paying money to a drug peddler eventhough he overcharges you and you knew it, just because you need a dose to survive. I would be glad if i could get a dose everyday.
Luckily, there are gay friends to make love to me. Eg Bucktooth, Busok, Fireman, Trojan, Tuna Mayo all of you.
Ah damnit, thats enough for now me asswipes! I am going to sh!t from my mouth if this goes on. Ill not entertain questions from anyone. Thread closed. Haha
Time to have a breathing exercise and drink coffee! Yes ah!

Posing in front of a large durian we bought at discount from the market.

Posing but dont want to take picture.
Labels: so near yet so far
Signing off.. 2/04/2009 02:08:00 AM